January 2010
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I'm tired of trying to be nice
You know, sometimes doesn’t it feel really pointless being a “nice person”? You never seem to get what you want and you never get any respect, you just become some kind of easy target for people with a stupid sense of humour and heartbreakers. It seems like fighting a losing battle, constantly trying to make other people feel better to get it thrown back in your face.
I...
So maybe drinking a bottle and a bit of wine on an empty stomach last was not the best idea I’ve ever had, but you know, learning curve and all that. Actually, I can’t really use that excuse, I should have already learnt after the last four times. Anyway.
We came back last night at about 2:30am, sat around in the kitchen (eating the best tuna mayo melt I’ve ever had), and of...
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I'd sooner play a rich man's game than fall in...
So, I walked into my room last night to find
Elliott, my flatmate, just lying on my bed, a little tipsy, but just lying there. He said he had been admiring my amazing wall of amazingness and had been eating yoghurt. Strange thing is, I wasn’t at all suprised to find him there, I just sort of got on with what I was doing, told him to bugger off and then had a strange conversation about how I would give into his sexual harrassment one...
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Today's the day
We’re putting down the £387 deposit on our flat for next year and signing the contracts. I feel like such a grown-up; some of my friends still class themselves as dependent on their families when they go to uni, like they still have a room for them when they get home, but me, I class myself as fully moved out, looking after myself, even if it is on a student loan, but then again, a mortgage...
So don’t worry they tell me hell’s an ok place to be this time of year
My mum’s selling our house and I still can’t walk without looking like a cripple so I can’t actually physically get to my seminar, which is a dissapointment as I really wanted to make it to all of them this week, and also I’m running off of about 6 hours disturbed sleep as I couldn’t get to bed last night until the time most people wake up, so I’m feeling a...
There's no such thing as accidental infidelity
From now on, you can’t tell lies, are you ready? yes
Think back eight months ago, were you single? not at the start, was by the end
What do you carry with you at all times? my key
Who was the last person of the opposite sex you text messaged? Simon
How are you feeling?
achey from my run yesterday and a little hungry
Is something wrong right now?
not really
Are you mad at someone? no
Do...
allyjade:
I have had 4 gorgeous messages from flickr contacts over the last couple days. It makes me so happy to know that by doing what I love, I also help other people. Though I got a testimonial today that made me think;
“What a strong woman! Yet she is feminine. One of the rare gems that do translate their thought into picture. A real artist!”
A real artist? I would never consider myself...
It’d be safer, to hate her, than to love her and to lose her.
I’m feeling pretty bloody pleased with myself right now; I went for a jog with two of my flat mates for like an hour earlier all around the barbican and hoe and I feel so healthy and weird. Admittedly we didn’t jog for the entire hour, but we were constantly moving, a mixture of sprinting, gentle jogging and walking fast. My legs are so seized up right now though and we’re...
It's all false love and affection; You don't want me, You just like the attention
And there’s so much I want to tell you, From a long phone call out west, How even at your weakest babe, you’ll always have my best. Well stay if you want to stay and go if you have to, I just don’t want to be afraid of what I never asked you.
Why is our generation so utterly crap at spelling, and you can’t tell me that everyone’s dyslexic because they aren’t, they’re all just fucking lazy?! For example:
There, their and they’re all have different meanings- there as in over there, their as in something belonging to a group and they’re is the shortening of they are;
It is disGUSting not disCUSting;
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So there’s a “Creationist vs. Evolution” battle going on on Facebook now, which I suppose makes a slight change from the “me vs. women” debate that’s usually going on, with a little COD thrown in, but really, Facebook and all social networks are meant to be somewhere to keep in contact with friends that you may not see all the time or to embarrass your friends...
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our house for september :) →
I'm not always going to be what you want me to be
so don’t force me
ohsorosie:
Ash just bought every Monty Python for £15! Good times :) and also Cloverfield for £2.. but we’re gonna watch Glee tonight… smiles! :)
I love glee so so much, it makes me happy inside! :)
Oh, and I forgot to say, I’m drinking wine out of a pint glass, classy ;)
my tshirt came!
I love it, but it’s a little short so I’m going to have to figure out how to incorporate it into my outfits.
Off to Oceana in a bit, it’s meant to be a “where’s Wally” night but I have nothing to fancy dress in, not even some of those fake geek glasses everyone seems to have, they would have been perfect even if I didn’t have the rest of the outfit.
So...
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It’s not the sin, it’s the mess that feels alright
Is it possible to like someone you barely know? Like, you’ve talked to them and they make you laugh, but you don’t actually know all that much about eachother. It’s stupid, but it’s true, when that person always pops up in ideas you have or possibilities for the future, even when they have no idea that you’ve got an almost crazy obsession with ‘what if’...
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Essays really take it out of me. I know I shouldn’t have left it this late, but I don’t think this one would have been easy to do at any point! It’s so bad, I feel like I’m getting closer to the end, and I realise I need to write at least another 1200 words, which is impossible to do when I’ve run out of things to say. If I wasn’t so scared of failing the...
And then we both go down together, we may stay there forever,
I’ll just try to get up
And I’m sorry, this wasn’t easy
When I asked you, believe me,
You never let go
So I’m meant to be writing another essay, but yet again I have decided to go drinking the night before, it has to be in in 22hrs and I know nothing on 17th Century poetry representing politics-definetly should have gone to more seminars to be honest, but I know I won’t end up starting it until after dinner and won’t be finished until about 10 by the earliest, fun night to look...
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Essay is handed in and I think it’s about time to relax, even if it’s only for a day: I have another one to be in by Friday, groan.
Teased by your blouse, spit out by your mouth, I was loud by your lowered seminary sold
Last night, I realised I was invisible
And truth be told, I’m not the sort of person who would just take that. People seem to only want to listen to me if there’s no one better around, or as a last resort in a sticky situation. They all drunkenly tell me their secrets that I always keep, then walk off and enjoy a nice friendly conversation with others. No one ever asks if I’m ok; when I get angry, they assume...
“‘There are only the pursued, the pursuing, the busy, and the tired.’”
– The Great Gatsby
Not even 200 words done, this is going to be an awefully long and painfull night
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Suffering from a tiny bit of a hangover and an achey back, but nothing too severe. Just uploading the 100+ photos from last night then I’m truely getting stuck in to these 2000 word essays, especially the one that needs to be in tomorrow by 12pm :/
Best get cracking!
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Just ordered my 3OH!3 inspired tshirt, photographs are up on my wall so I have a reminder of those I leave behind and we’re going to Oceana later to dance to some judge Joolz, lovely!
Oh, and today I was a bit cheeky and bought some moisturiser from Ann Summers and The 100 best foreplay tips ever! aswell :)
I have to catch a train in exactly 4 hours to head back to Plymouth, I am nowhere near packed and ready and I haven’t even started the 2 essays I was meant to do over the past 4 weeks, but it’s ok because there’s no snow down there so I can still have a social life :)
I spent last night at my friend Nat’s house enjoying Legally Blonde with the girls, pretty good last night...