December 2009
33 posts
OK 2010, give me something more
I have recently found myself missing having a boyfriend. It’s been nearly 8 months and I’ve enjoyed the past few, being single, not feeling obliged to anyone, but now I miss having someone to rely on, someone I can have to myself, a nice guy who fights back when I want them to, who knows how far to push the limits without taking it too far.
I’ve never seen myself as needing...
“You seem like such a big part of my life and my heart, but the truth is...”
– The Spill Canvas, 3685
I want to be wanted
I’m going to dance SO hard to this later!
...
I suppose I should look back
But I prefer to look forward. I don’t do regrets and finishing 6th form/starting uni really helped me figure out who I could rely on and who was a waste of time. I made some “mistakes” and I’ve dealt with the fallout, I’ve got over the childish behaviour that many haven’t and I know how to admit when I’ve got it wrong.
My self-confidence has grown, my...
“They will not force us, they will stop degrading us, they will not control us,...”
man I have a problem tonight...
Have you slept with double figures?
nope
Do you currently have a fuck buddy?
haha no
When was the last time you had sex?
3 weeks ago
Who do you want to have sex with more than anyone?
someone decent ;)
Do you have a crush on anyone right now?
not really, I’m just happy with looking
Have you ever slept with someone of the same sex?
not in that sense
Have you slept with more than...
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Be honest, who texted you last?
Yeo
Do you sleep with the door open or closed??
closed, and normally locked
Did anyone see your last kiss?
yes, an entire bar full of people
Do you drink tea?
just a little bit
Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
I only go for older men ;)
Do you have plans for tomorrow?
dentist then to town to discuss life with Charmaine
What’s worse: dry skin...
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“How much pain has cracked your soul? How much love could make you whole? ...”
– Muse, I Belong To You
I woke up this morning with filthy feet, the taste of Jack Daniels in my mouth & even more clothes all over my floor, gross.
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This song reminds me of festivals :(
“You are calm and reposed, let your beauty unfold; pale white, like the skin...”
– Brand New, The Boy Who Blocked His Own Shot
I really need to stop spending money on myself; I think I have a problem :/
“And if you want me, well I guess I want you”
– Billy Talent, Standing in the Rain
I hate snow! I wish I didn’t but I do.
“It’s not a night out until someone ends up on the floor”
lame
Finished secondary school. Kissed someone. Smoked cigarettes. Got so drunk you passed out. Rode every ride at an amusement park. Collected something really stupid. Gone to a rock concert. Helped someone. Gone fishing. Watched four movies in one night. Gone long periods of time with out sleep. Lied to someone. Snorted cocaine. Failed a class. Smoked weed. Dealt drugs. Taken a college level course....
“All I wanted was you”
I had my sixth...